Exams are OVER!!!
Yay!
Ok, so my unexplained hiatus of a month or something has been explained fully right?
On to more recent stuff.
Right now, feeling a bit glum.
I can’t help but feel glum when people I know well are glum. And especially if there’s nothing I can do about it.
I like cheering people up! Not out of pride but I like seeing people happy. Very frustrating when there’s nothing you can do about it. ARGH. Sigh.
In other news, I’ve just been called nice. Now nice is not a word I would use to describe me. I can be very mean and horrible at times – after which I feel terrible about. But thank you very much for the compliment and I fully appreciate it and think it’s a great quality to have. I do try and understand people and not prejudge and listen if they wanna talk but make no mistake that I have no qualms in being rude if that’s what it takes to get the point across. After which I will feel terrible about.
Being nice has a certain walkover-pansy-sissy connotation which I don’t agree with.
I guess I am nice. But not all the time.
Accommodating was another adjective that cropped up. I like that one. Tho the people used in the examples I don’t really feel like I was accommodating them, just being patient.
Ok, ok. So it was the Boy that said all that but it made the hairs on the back of my neck prick up. Damn, it’s such an awesome thing to hear but damn, it does place some added pressure to live up to expectations.
Gotta be wary not to “try” and just “be”. In the immortal words of Yoda:
Do or do not. There is no try.
P.S. Lemme just say, this one maybe special.
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